tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21760893970716153492011-07-30T17:52:49.084-07:00A Place for me to express myselfAndyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15851921319822558837noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2176089397071615349.post-33625722862658593362009-06-27T04:43:00.000-07:002009-06-27T05:35:21.825-07:00Another weekend without my kids so.. I'm feeling pretty lonely..<br /><br />Here's sumut you guys may not believe but..I'm very much a loner I have one true mate, No he's more like a brother to me, he works very odd hours so I don't see him that much which kinda leaves me.. well leaves me on my own with only my art as company. I have my on-line mates which is awesome but..you know, its not quite the same, and my work mates live a fair way out and for somebody who still needs to sort out his drivers licence that kinda makes it hard to visit them also.<br /><br />I'm very much a confused person right now.. I think coz for 6 years I had my wife and kids always there, all my friends kinda disappeared or moved on with their lives which is great I'm truly happy for them. and back when I was married I was ok with that coz I had my family and now.. now there's this HUGE gap that only gets filled every other weekend when I see my kids. The rest of the time I'm very lost, I just sink myself into my work and do my best to carry on like I'm ok.<br /><br />Shit this is weird I dunno why I'm typing all this.. I suppose I'm hoping getting all this off my chest may help me in some bizarre way.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2176089397071615349-3362572286265859336?l=andyscrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15851921319822558837noreply@blogger.com0